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Monday, August 2, 2010
ramblings on motivation
Lack of motivation has settled in. I haven't been to the gym in 2 weeks, granted was out of country for one of those weeks, but have been back for a week now and still nothing. Luckily I haven't gained any weight in those 2 weeks but I haven't lost any either. My husband is starting to get a little annoyed at my constant scale jumping -every time I go into the bathroom I have to check. I realize it's unhealthy and a stupid obsession but I always do it. Even when I know it's stupid and unhealthy I still jump on the scale. Tell me I'm not the only one?!?! Please?!?!
At least lately I haven't been too down on myself about the changes on the scale. I think I'm doing pretty well considering I haven't been to the gym and my eating habits are reverting. I realized that I am enabling my lack of motivation. I am making excuses. I have lost 25 pounds. This is great. I know that. I really do, but...
But it's a lot more fun eating what you want. I really do enjoy the classes I take at the Y and shockingly I miss them. *GASP*
I don't know why I haven't been going. *MOTIVATION LACKING*
And on top of that we will be moving soon. Not sure where to yet but we will be. Hopefully. Maybe. I have found a few places that I like and could see my family in but I wasn't the smartest, most carefully teenager when it came to finances. Yep, I know, if only I knew then what I know now...
So perhaps the next few weeks will bring motivation on many levels. I suppose you'll just have to say tuned.
At least lately I haven't been too down on myself about the changes on the scale. I think I'm doing pretty well considering I haven't been to the gym and my eating habits are reverting. I realized that I am enabling my lack of motivation. I am making excuses. I have lost 25 pounds. This is great. I know that. I really do, but...
But it's a lot more fun eating what you want. I really do enjoy the classes I take at the Y and shockingly I miss them. *GASP*
I don't know why I haven't been going. *MOTIVATION LACKING*
And on top of that we will be moving soon. Not sure where to yet but we will be. Hopefully. Maybe. I have found a few places that I like and could see my family in but I wasn't the smartest, most carefully teenager when it came to finances. Yep, I know, if only I knew then what I know now...
So perhaps the next few weeks will bring motivation on many levels. I suppose you'll just have to say tuned.
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